I am strangly content with how things went today. Not that I really did anything. Not that I really ever do. I woke up this morning and since I haden't heard back from boy #1 (chris) I figured it was obvious that he didn't want to do anything so I just made my own plans. I went to mom's school for awhile.
I have marriage class tomorrow. Isn't it so ironic that I love that class so much and yet I hate the idea of marriage so much? I think it's mostly I just like the people in that class. And most of the time it is a very pro-girl/anti-guy discussions. I think I'm starting to get a crush on Dale. (the kid I sit next to in marriage class) the thing is however, that he totally fits the description of 'nerd' and he is too short for me. But I can't help it. There is something about him that I am so drawn to. I don't understand myself.
I had a test in IT 100 on Monday. It's a pass/fail class. And that test is the only thing that counts towards if we pass or not. And since I had been gone the week before because of getting my tonsils out I didn't even know we had a test on Monday. Great eh? So I have to go tomorrow and find out if I passed or not. Yikes! The test seemed really easy though. Which kinda scares me. Cause maybe I was doing it all wrong. I think I should have gotten pretty good on it though.
I'll probably hang out with boy #1 on Thursday. Bleh. It's hard to have no one to talk to about it. Cause if my parents found out that me and boy #1 talk I would be dead. And if Andrea or any of them found out they would tell their parents who would tell mine. (good friends eh?) And if I told Kelsey she would just kill me herself. And then kill him. I'm sure one day i'll look back on this and wish I would have ended things with him long ago. If only I was strong enough...
9:51 p.m. - Mar. 02, 04
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