scared-angel
2018-05-03 /
It all stays the same
2016-09-28 /
Addictions
2016-09-15 /
A lot of anxiety
2016-08-25 /
-
2016-06-16 /
3 years
2016-06-06 /
50%
2016-03-24 /
too many times
2015-11-05 /
Dance
2015-10-29 /
Me
2015-10-24 /
mountain dog
2015-10-17 /
Roman turns 4
2015-09-24 /
How do Angels fly?
2015-09-22 /
Butterflies from heaven
2015-09-13 /
Time is changing my reality
2015-09-08 /
my little squishy chocolate romes
2015-08-29 /
things are busy, things are good
2015-08-27 /
remembering
2015-08-24 /
Kindergarten
2015-08-10 /
when everything lines up
2015-08-03 /
A strong wish
2015-07-22 /
show me
2015-07-19 /
Life's pretty damn funny
2015-07-15 /
beautiful LIES
2015-07-08 /
Note to self:
2015-07-06 /
You are beautiful
2015-06-29 /
He's all I've ever wanted
2015-06-27 /
-
2015-06-24 /
If it's meant to be
2015-06-21 /
Listening to our hearts
2015-06-13 /
Hold me Grandpa Ed
2015-05-17 /
Abandoned
2015-04-29 /
Timing, its a bitch. So are mean boys
2015-04-22 /
Goodbye 20's
2015-03-30 /
He scares me
2015-03-22 /
Improving
2015-03-19 /
It says it all
2015-03-06 /
You are worth so much more, my dear
2015-02-26 /
Run
2015-02-09 /
And that's ok
2015-01-26 /
See ya later, Boots
2015-01-19 /
make peace
2014-12-30 /
I don't want mediocre love. I want to drown in someone
2014-12-13 /
Fuck them
2014-11-19 /
The secret to life:
2014-10-27 /
Prayer
2014-10-10 /
One cut Two cuts
2014-09-29 /
Very human
2014-09-24 /
Broken things
2014-09-23 /
kicked down
2014-09-23 /
kicked down
2014-09-22 /
feeling defeated
2014-09-07 /
Small prayer
2014-08-17 /
trust
2014-08-13 /
Open
2014-07-09 /
2 week move
2014-06-27 /
-
2014-06-26 /
look up
2014-06-24 /
Moving on in different ways
2014-06-06 /
little place where no one's broken
2014-05-31 /
never quite silent
2014-05-28 /
my always
2014-05-17 /
11months broken
2014-05-12 /
-
2014-05-09 /
being a mom
2014-05-05 /
awww
2014-04-29 /
new day
2014-04-06 /
forgotten
2014-04-05 /
Post surgery
2014-03-14 /
very blessed
2014-03-13 /
Confused
2014-03-12 /
little things
2014-03-03 /
More surgery info.
2014-02-26 /
Old fear
2014-02-11 /
Wish I could take his place
2014-01-18 /
Decisions for james
2014-01-11 /
delete this
2014-01-06 /
little james
2014-01-02 /
2014
2013-12-29 /
Christmas
2013-12-19 /
Cold night. Broken heart
2013-12-18 /
Kids are growing up
2013-12-11 /
Letting go
2013-12-08 /
Secrets
2013-12-04 /
Holidays
2013-11-16 /
Snow
2013-11-04 /
Finally found a common ground
2013-10-28 /
Happy
2013-10-24 /
last text
2013-10-19 /
forgotten memories
2013-10-19 /
real love
2013-10-13 /
halloween memories
2013-10-10 /
reached the end
2013-10-08 /
Visiting dad
2013-10-06 /
hard weekend
2013-10-01 /
"I'm not that smart"
2013-09-28 /
bad movie choice
2013-09-16 /
"mouthful of forevers"
2013-09-12 /
men are annoying
2013-09-05 /
baby Robbie
2013-09-02 /
I need crazy
2013-08-30 /
Regret
2013-08-23 /
So empty
2013-08-15 /
I'm a mess
2013-08-06 /
Dad's funeral talk
2013-08-05 /
Birthday fail
2013-07-30 /
in love
2013-07-28 /
Food
2013-07-16 /
I miss him
2013-07-13 /
Horror story
2013-07-10 /
Dads clothes
2013-07-06 /
too much to feel
2013-06-30 /
Money problems
2013-06-28 /
Grave stone
2013-06-24 /
the funeral
2013-06-24 /
something like that...
2013-06-22 /
Funeral
2013-06-17 /
I'll miss you dad
2013-06-15 /
3 weeks
2013-06-12 /
almost time to say goodbye
2013-06-06 /
getting worse
2013-06-03 /
the comfort is gone
2013-06-03 /
the weekend
2013-05-31 /
Girl
2013-05-29 /
There's always something
2013-05-26 /
happy bday little lady
2013-05-24 /
Baby Emery
2013-05-16 /
So over this
2013-05-07 /
Getting worse
2013-04-13 /
So tired of projects
2013-04-04 /
Vegas trip
2013-03-31 /
Easter
2013-03-27 /
2 months
2013-03-13 /
24 hour challenge
2013-03-04 /
Vegas
2013-03-02 /
painful day
2013-02-26 /
regret
2013-02-16 /
Baby girl??
2013-02-11 /
be soft
2013-02-06 /
new job
2013-01-29 /
choosing
2013-01-22 /
sweet dreams
2013-01-14 /
Miami game
2013-01-10 /
too long
2013-01-05 /
make believe
2013-01-03 /
perfect
2012-12-29 /
space
2012-12-25 /
christmas
2012-12-24 /
Christmas eve
2012-12-20 /
the world will end tomorrow...
2012-12-16 /
love
2012-12-15 /
Out of control
2012-12-07 /
Mother of the year award goes to me
2012-12-05 /
Memories
2012-11-23 /
Sick sick babies
2012-11-22 /
Thanksgiving
2012-11-16 /
Grateful for miss pipes
2012-11-05 /
exhausted
2012-11-03 /
idiots
2012-10-29 /
baby check-up
2012-10-25 /
hell
2012-10-10 /
Breaking
2012-10-09 /
Truth
2012-10-08 /
Overwhelmed
2012-10-04 /
So it begins
2012-09-22 /
Quite a bad day
2012-09-08 /
doctor results
2012-08-28 /
resentful
2012-08-15 /
20 things
2012-08-07 /
secrets and the book
2012-07-11 /
exhausted
2012-06-30 /
The same girl
2012-06-28 /
Tired
2012-06-16 /
Decisions
2012-06-09 /
boys boys
2012-06-02 /
Caged
2012-06-01 /
Secrets
2012-05-31 /
Over it!
2012-05-13 /
Mother's day
2012-04-02 /
Times to remember
2012-01-25 /
Post surgery
2012-01-24 /
Boobs!!!
2012-01-23 /
Changes...
2012-01-21 /
Long day
2012-01-19 /
New fear. New hope
2012-01-17 /
Try again
2012-01-16 /
Just want to dream
2012-01-11 /
Slightly falling...
2012-01-05 /
Stuff to remember
2012-01-01 /
Hurting
2011-12-25 /
Failed attempt
2011-12-23 /
Almost christmas
2011-12-20 /
Memories...
2011-12-18 /
Time
2011-12-14 /
Colds, Ky, and Hunting
2011-12-11 /
Sick once again
2011-12-04 /
Thankful
2011-12-01 /
Windy nights
2011-11-27 /
Sick for the holidays
2011-11-23 /
-In a slump
May 10, 2011 /
What are we having...
september 24, 2008 /
my boy
July 7, 2008 /
in love
May 28, 2008 /
i went to the beach!
May 16, 2008 /
almost summer time
April 27, 2008 /
party of the year
April 24, 2008 /
when will it change?
April 19, 2008 /
look at my body...look at his...
April 9, 2008 /
too much cough syrup
March 24, 2008 /
happy easter!!
March 19, 2008 /
another late night
March 15, 2008 /
long day
March 1, 2008 /
stupid boy. big mouth
February 27, 2008 /
slumber party
February 26, 2008 /
his night
february 17, 2008 /
wedding bells
February 14, 2008 /
snow. albertsons. movie
February 1, 2008 /
my new friend
January 24, 2008 /
the night turns
January 19, 2008 /
I love how a guy...
January 11, 20045 /
-
January 10, 2008 /
it's done
January 3, 2008 /
It only took 6 years
2008-01-01 /
2008
December 19, 2007 /
inner child
December 9, 2007 /
my car. metal gate. the snow
December 6, 2007 /
my world i live in
December 4, 2007 /
songs
December 2, 2007 /
READ before you say you love me
December 1, 2007 /
my angel
november 12, 2007 /
no one knows me
October 11, 2007 /
so blue
September 6, 2007 /
safe what it means to me
September 4, 2007 /
rainny nights
August 22, 2007 /
trying to understand, failing miserably
february 8, 2007 /
lets move on
January 30, 2007 /
harsh world
december 9, 2006 /
i want to start over
June 2, 2006 /
belong
Mar. 13, 2006 /
catch up
Feb. 12, 2006 /
What I want
Feb. 8, 2005 /
Green Eyes In Africa
Dec. 26, 2005 /
ouch
Dec. 14, 2005 /
i like him
Nov. 24, 2005 /
the stupid boy is back
sep. 4, 2005 /
same old same old
Dec 6, 04 /
old boys come back
October 1, 2004 /
The day ends...and i'm alone
Aug. 03, 04 /
happy with myself
July 20, 04 /
this again?
Apr. 21, 04 /
Happy Birthday Eve!
Apr. 18, 03 /
oops
Apr. 17, 04 /
Cutting
Apr. 14, 04 /
I don't understand
Apr. 13, 04 /
Promises Mean Everything
Apr. 11, 04 Easter /
It's better to be alone
Apr. 10, 04 /
I want to be in love
Apr. 09, 04 /
so very un-social
Apr. 04, 04 /
see the boy playing soccer?
Apr. 03, 04 /
Smoke
Apr. 1, 04 /
see ya in 6 months
Mar. 30, 04 /
maybe it's not so scary after all...
Mar. 27, 04 /
today felt like a Sunday
Mar. 21, 04 /
morality
Mar. 19, 04 /
your right. beer is the better choice
Mar. 18, 04 /
I am never good enough
Mar. 15, 04 /
I won't say (I'm in love)
Mar. 14, 04 /
church
Mar. 12, 04 /
I am numb
Mar. 10, 04 /
i'm an idiot. simple as that
Mar. 09, 04 /
Tyler knows...sigh
Mar. 05. 04 /
boys. boys. boys.
Mar. 02, 04 /
catching up on life
Feb. 29, 04 /
wondering & cutting.
Feb. 28, 04 /
lonely nights
Feb. 26, 04 /
done listening to my heart
Feb. 23, 04 /
worthless entry
Feb. 19, 04 /
what a jerk!
Feb. 17, 04 /
let me drive you home
Feb. 16, 04 /
so mixed up
Feb. 14, 04 /
Happy V-day!
Feb. 12, 04 /
think about it
Feb. 10, 04 /
I give up
Feb. 08, 04 /
tired of living
Feb. 06, 04 /
all that's left are bones
Feb. 04, 04 /
just let me breath
Jan. 24, 04 /
what does he really want?
Jan. 20, 04 /
girl-poisoning world
Jan. 17, 04 /
me, tyler, hockey
January 15, 2003 /
I love the snowboarding guy
January 10, 2004 /
cute school, wonderful night with Tyler
January 07, 2003 /
ridiculous girls
January 04,2003 /
so little time left
December 30, 2003 /
singleness,loneliness
December 29, 2003 /
random thoughts
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