I've just been really... ... ....sad today. Maybe it's cause I started my period today. Maybe it's just cause i'm starting to realize my main purpose in life and it makes me sick. I don't want to get married. Here that God?! I'm not going to to be trapped in a house for the rest of my life with a chain around my anckle that only reaches the kitchen and the bedroom. I'm not going to pop out babies and serve men for the rest of my life. I'm not! It's not fair. I'm not going to get hurt. I am so lost. It's like I only get 2 choices out of life. #1- get married and either get, used, cheated on, abused, or divorced. or #2- don't get married and wander around lonely for the rest of my life. Hum. Good choices eh? *sigh* Sometimes when I cut (like tonight) I just press so hard and wish that I could just end everything.
9:48 p.m. - Feb. 29, 04
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