Went up to dads grave on Sunday between conference sessions with mom Katie and aunt Julie. They had finally gotten the head stone put in. It looked really nice and I think we (I) made a good choice. I think dad would have liked it. Very simple. I have still been having a very hard time. I don't think Tate knows how to "be there" for me. So he just ignores it. Which I understand. But I still wish he would try. This is just such a lonely heartbreaking time. Still having a very hard time accepting he is gone. I hope he still comes and visits my babies from time to time. I hope I make him proud. I hate this.
Piper started pre-school at the beginning of Sept. she absolutely loves it. It's only 2 days a week. On Tuesday after pre-school she goes straight to dance class. And then Thursday after she goes straight to gymnastics. It is darling to watch her. Crazy how much she is growing up but I love it. I am very grateful to have those three to keep me busy and my mind occupied right now. I know I would go crazy without it.
12:35 a.m. - 2013-10-08
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