I miss my dad today. It goes in waves. Today was hard. Tomorrow will probably be worse. With conference this weekend it's just a strong reminder that he is gone when I remember all the traditions we had. Our family and granny and grandpa. And now all three of them are gone. I realized today I'm forgetting his voice. And what he looks like. To think I will never see him again here is a very hard thing to comprehend and even harder to except. I am dreading the holidays this year because I know how hard it's going to be. For everyone. Thanksgiving will be the hardest for me. Just the thought of it right now hurts so bad. I want him to come home. I want my dad back.
1:11 a.m. - 2013-10-06
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