He's still hangin on. Tomorrow is Father's Day. And Monday is mom and dads 30th anniversary. So I think he's hangin on till after Monday for us.
What a long hard 3 weeks! I am at mom and dads any spare time I have. Which has been really hard on the kids cause they are used to me being around 24/7. Piper really likes structure and routine. So with all this back and forth and me being gone she has really started to act out. (Even worse than normal) I feel bad. Tate has really stepped up and been taking care of them a lot while I've been here. (I usually bring emery with me) so I feel guilty I've been such a sucky wife lately so I've been doing all the night shifts with emery and the other kids. Needless to say I'm exhausted. Physically and emotionally.
Today Tate, Katie, Blake, and I have been going through old pics of dad getting ready for the funeral. It has really made me realize I did not know my dad at all. Makes me sad. This whole thing just sucks.
5:56 p.m. - 2013-06-15
Recent entries:
too many times - 2016-03-24
Dance - 2015-11-05
Me - 2015-10-29
mountain dog - 2015-10-24
Roman turns 4 - 2015-10-17
My profile
Archives
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others: