Tonight my blanket smells like the past. It reminds me of 9th grade school dance when I liked Nate cragan. Strange. I really can't believe how old I am and that 9th grade was really so long ago. In a weird way it makes me very sad. So much I would do different. The main thing is I wish I would have had more confidence and respect for myself. Almost all my problems and heartache would never had existed if I had that. But how do you teach people to have confidence? How do you teach kids to have good self esteem and respect for themselves? Especially girls. I wish I knew. It terrifies me and breaks my heart to think of Piper making the same mistakes I did. I don't want her to go through that. And hurt like I did. I didn't have anyone I could talk to. I hope she will come to me. It's hard trying to figure life out. I still suck at it. When did I become 26?? I still feel 18.
1:07 a.m. - 2011-12-18
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