sometimes i wish so bad that i could go throughout the whole world and take all the pain and heartach from every person and gather it all up and just deal with it myself so that no one else would have to hurt anymore.
the little girl inside of me is crying-crying tears that were never allowed all through my childhood. there is a lot of pain and sometimes i wounder if it will ever go away. the pain i buried along with my child self so many years ago. as a child i was forced to hold my head high and bury the pain, just to survive. i must learn to let the tears of my childhood flow to wash and cleanse the pain of my past. i must allow my inner child to grieve the damage that was done to her. i must now take care of the wounded little girl inside of me. find her a safe place where she will be protected and then let go.
im not sure i can do it alone.
12:55 a.m. - December 19, 2007
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