Today has been a sad, broken heart kind of day.
I was trying to find new places to put some toys that Emmi couldn't reach. I opened the drawer and inside I found my dads
Cell phone
Glasses
Book of Mormon
His watch. ( the one he never took off )
His BYU school ring and his wedding ring.
Whatever part of my heart that had healed, broke again. The inside of the watch still smelt like him. I smelt it over and over.
I feel broken. I want to go away where no one would ever find me. I suppose cutting is the next best thing tonight.
9:05 p.m. - 2014-09-23
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