We have been here almost 2 weeks now. Holy hell I fell like it has at least been 2 months. Not in a bad way... time has just gone so slow. We have looked at a handful of different builders and developments and are still making our decision. Hoping to put money down on a lot but end of August-September ish.
The kids are adjusting. I wouldn't say well... but the are adjusting. Piper had a REALLY hard time the first week. Not understanding that even though we are at grandmas you still have to listen to moms rules. But she is doing better. Roman on the other hand is an emotional mess everyday all day until 7:00 pm. Then he is the most darling perfect little boy ever. Tate jokes that Roman can always get anything he wants from me if he will just smile at me. And honestly it is true. I am so in love with that little face I can't even handle it. He has the cutes smile and these little dimples that can instantly melt my heart. I can't every day no. He is 100% a mammas boy. And always says "I love you too much mamma." In his little French vampire accent. His new thing is "I love your hair mamma. You are so pretty." Any time he is mad at someone he calls them a "pinecone." (as an insult) (thanks sheriff Callie) He likes me to lay in his bed at night and chat with him about cars and ghosts and monsters. We laugh and laugh. Those nights will probably be some of the best memories I'll have of one on one time with him. He is my only baby boy and I will just squish and love him forever.
Last night after we had the kids put to bed piper knocked on her door. Tate opened it. "Um dad, can we do something strange tomorrow?"
"Ok like what?"
"Could we maybe build something?"
Piper is very much a daddy's girl most of the time.
Emery has done fine with the move. She is way too easy going it's almost ridiculous. She is WAY to perfect to have me as a mother and I just really hope I don't (for lack of a better word ) fuck her life up. I think she came to the earth as an angel and is just watching over me. I need her a lot more than she will ever need me. But I'm ok with tat. Because I really am doing the best I can.
7:54 p.m. - 2014-07-09
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