The last 2 weeks have been busy. We had Emery's bday and a gymnastics meet the same day. Preschool program and 1st year graduation. Combined bday BBQ party. Pipers bday. Dr appointments ( I may have to get surgery.) And selling our house.
Next week we have swimming lessons. Ballet performance and getting ready for disneyland all while Tate is out of town most if the week. Crazy.. but fun times.
Also a year ago yesterday is when my dad went to the hospital and never quite pulled through. It is still so hard to grasp that he has almost been gone a year. A couple days ago piper and I were working writing her letters while the other two were napping and out of nowhere so said "I really miss grandpa Ed." It makes me sad to think that someday (probably soon) so won't have any memories of him being alive. Makes me really sad.
Sometimes I think I get swept up in all the craziness around me that I forget to feel. When I remember, and take a quiet moment to go there the demons wake up, crawl back into my ear, and I remember why I stopped in the first place.
"I am the most unbreakable broken person you will ever meet. I need you to fight for me like I fought for you."
9:47 p.m. - 2014-05-31
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