Saw the movie Prisoners tonight. Probably the absolute most horrible movie you could ever see if you have kids. The actors did a great job, but I almost regret seeing it.
I have been having really bad nightmares the past 4 nights. To the point where I haven't slept for more then 20 minutes at a time, and have to keep the lights on all night. At first I just thought it was because Tate was out of town but they haven't stopped. It's so ridiculous and I'm almost embarrassed about it so I haven't said anything. It reminds me of being in 4th grade and being so terrified to go to sleep that I would stay up all night reading till I finally fell asleep with my bedroom lights on. That was also when mom and dad were fighting all the time. I feel like my whole life I've been so scared of something. But I've never really been able to pinpoint exactly what that something is. Like I've always known things about the world that I shouldn't know. I feel like it's inevitable that something bad is going to happen, but this time I'm going to be ready.
I really don't think that movie is going to help my sleeping situation any.
11:06 p.m. - 2013-09-28
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