Today I realized I will never get to say "hi dad" again. As I walk into their house or talk to him on the phone.
I feel so lost. So broken. I miss my daddy.
Today piper wanted to borrow my purse so she could go vist grandpa Ed with Heavenly Father and the fairies.
I told her we would have to wait till it's not so hot outside.
I've been trying to not cut so the result of that is that I'm not eating. I ended up cutting 2 nights ago and I still have no memory of it.
So pretty much what it comes down to is I'm a fucking mess that is starving and cutting herself. NOW are you finally proud dad?!?
9:36 p.m. - 2013-07-06
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