I'm heartbroken. Dad is continuing to do worse. He now stays in bed all day/night. He is so out of it from pain medicine that you can't even have a conversation with him. Some days he doesn't even know who I am. Mom went in his room last night and his whole lap and legs and up his back was covered in blood. Clots of blood. She got him all cleaned up and then the nurse aid called mom at work this morning and said when she got to their house this morning she found him covered in blood again. The fuckin idiot that put his catheter in punctured something and now he's just bleeding non stop and the nurse said there isn't anything they can do he just has to wait for it to heal. Then on top of that he now has a UTI so he's in a lot of pain from that also.
It is the saddest thing to watch and I have no idea what to do. Tate doesn't get how hard this is for me. It's just a lonely time.
8:20 p.m. - 2013-05-29
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