I dont think think there is any better feeling then seeing your babies snuggled asleep in their beds. Knowing they are clean and dry and warm with full bellies. It scares me how fast these days are going. And how much im going to miss them. It reminds me of the line from a hymn..."time flies on wings of lightning, we can not call it back..."
My anxiety has been really bad lately in terms of the kids. I don't like them to have any babysitters (even mom) it has to be either me home with them or Tate or I panic. Which makes date night very hard. Our 2 night anniversary weekend getaway has now turned into an afternoon out. I just have this deep, unrealistic fear that they aren't being taken care of. The winter doesn't help either. Too much darkness isn't good for anyone.
8:30 p.m. - 2013-01-22
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