I feel like I have a permanent hangover. I forget how much it sucks to feel like this till it happens again. I've been up the past 2 nights throwing up. I am seriously contemplating going to bed right now. (8:15) It's just getting really hard to make it through the days. And being able to keep up with the kids. I'm so tired. I'm really worried about how hard it's going to be when Tate is gone next week. I keep passing out (a handful of times a day) which usually means my blood pressure is too low. I go to the dr on the 29th. To check on the baby and make sure everything is going ok. I don't think I want to do this anymore. I'm getting so stressed and overwhelmed. I'm not good at this.
Sometimes it's better to keep silent than to tell others what you feel
Because it hurts badly when you come to know that they can hear you, but can not understand.
8:10 p.m. - 2012-10-08
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