i'm excited about life again. i'm excited about boys. he's really cute when he smiles at me. and the way he holds me so tight when we watch movies. the way he is kinds rough when he kisses me, but when i look into his eyes they look safe. the way he winks at me with a little smirk everytime it's a joke only us two would get. the way he ignores every other girl when i am next to him. the way he always takes my hand and helps me get down from his truck. the way he holds my face when he kisses me. the way he gets so suprised at how strong i am when i hit him. the way he taught me to shoot a gun for my first time tonight. the way he tries so hard to find music i like when all he wants is to listen to country. the way he makes me laugh. all the time.
i knew tate 2 years ago when we were in the same singles ward in kaysville. i think 'hi' is as far as we ever got in our conversations with each other. but i always had a little crush on him. i had watched him give a lesson in sunday school. (i don't remember what he talked about) but i remember sitting there and thinking 'i would be really safe with him' which is a strange thought to have about someone you don't know. then he moved away and that was that.
a few weeks ago i was at albertsons in provo and i saw this kid in the parking lot. we look at each other for a min and then he said my name and i realized it was tate from 2 years ago. we talked for a sec. and got my number. weird.
he is just getting over a relationship and so am i. so we'll see what happens. we have fun together and he buys me dinner :) so that's all that matters.
3:19 a.m. - February 1, 2008
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