Tonight driving home i just wanted to keep going. just keep driving. not stop. not go home. i need to get out of here. it's killing me. i can't do it anymore. act. i can't. so tired of it. i want to go somewhere where i don't know anyone. i want to start over. i want new memories. i don't want to know what i now. i want to forget everything. i have to. it hurts so bad. so many memories. i thought they said it gets easier with time. it doesn't. they lied. i am getting hard inside, building up walls. i can feel it. but i can't stop it. i don't really want to anyways. i'm forgetting what it feels like to be happy. i want to remember. teach me...
11:51 p.m. - december 9, 2006
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