-starting over- is that even possible? i wonder sometimes. how far can you run from things before they catch back up? will i ever be able to completely move on? ever completely stop hurting? but "what" then you ask is hurting me? what is it that i can't get over? maybe i think too much about things no one thinks of. maybe i care too much about things no one cares about? maybe i just have an amazing desire to be loved,to be safe. maybe it's more than anyone else can feel of give me.
i want to meet someone like me. who feels what & how i feel. i want to be complete. i want to know my purpose. i want to understand myself so someone else can. i want to belong somewhere, anywhere. to know my place.
it seems so simple to most people. then whay is it so hard for me to figure out? it's all the middle, the in between stuff that i don't understand. but no one can tell me cause no one knows what im talking about. i need to find someone who does. or maybe just stop thinking all together. i dont even know. i'm sorry.
3:01 a.m. - August 22, 2007
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