2. Age: 19 on Thursday
3. Age you began to cut: 16
4. Does anyone know you cut? A few people know I used to. 2 know I still do
5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s) know? they think I've stopped
6. Have you ever burnt or bruised yourself? bruised
7. Do you think that you are depressed? not really
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? getting better
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? no
10. Do you have any other disorders? nope
11. Do you have an eating disorder? not anymore
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) yes. effexor (sp?)
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury
attempt? nope
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? no
15. Are you or have you ever been abused in any way? yes
16. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? yes
17. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? no way!
18. Do you think of cutting as a good or bad thing? for me it's a good thing. but I would hate to know someone I loved was doing it
19. Do you wish you could stop? sometimes
20. Do you wish to stop in the future? yes
21. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting? angry. sad.
22. When you cut does it hurt? yes. but I want it to
23. Do you bandage your cuts? some
24. Where do you most normaly cut?wrists, legs, arms, stomach
25. Are you alone? Sometimes it seems like it because I seperate and isolate myself from the people who love me, but that's my own fault...truly I know I'll never be alone.
26. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? razor. nope
27. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? yes...
28. What have you used to injure yourself? razor blades, knife, scissors
29. How do you feel about your cuts/scars? I hate them
30. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? yes
31. What did you tell them? just make up something
32. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? no. I don't like people to know
33. Have you ever designed a cut (make it decorative or in a certain shape)? no
34. Are your cuts lines or in rows, or designs? usually rows.
35. Have you ever cut too deep? no
36. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? no
37. Do you go to therapy? nope
38. Do you have trust issues? yes
39. Do you sit in corners? no
40. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? my best friend used to. but she stopped about a year ago
41. Are you addicted to cutting? I really don't know
7:29 p.m. - Apr. 17, 04
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