Monday was the first day that I ever gave out a wrong #. Mean? I guess I kinda feel bad...but not bad enough to regret what I did or give him my real phone #.
I talked to Jake for 2 hours at school today. He is a way cute kid, but I think he likes me more than I like him. *sigh*
I gave out my REAL # today to this kid named Josh. He is like real popular there and real outgoing. But then he started saying all this weird stuff like..."your the quiet/fisty (spell?) type aren't you? I think that's hot." "I'll come right out and say it, I think your cute...no, not cute...I think your pretty." "What if I want to move fast? What if I don't want to play games and I like what I see?" I just looked at him with confussed eyes and said, "I'm just going to keep reading now." and turned my focus to my book. He wants to go out tomorrow night. He was like "I want to date you, so why should we wait?" I just shrugged. Although I do not plan on going out with him tomorrow. And I also do not plan on being alone with him. For some reason he just hasn't gained my trust. (shocker eh?!?)
I hung out with Tyler at FHE and I realized that no matter how much I pretend I don't like him... ...I really do. He was waring this bright yellow sweatshirt and I couldn't help but think..."You are the only person that could hot in that." Deven told most of the guys in the ward that I had a boyfriend. (where he got that I have no idea) So I had to clear things up with Tyler and maked sure he knew I didn't. Deven has also been spreading all this other junk around about me. Which I didn't know he was doing till he called and left this strange message on my phone. On it he said he was sorry, but he didn't sound sorry. And he even said that he meant it. But he really doesn't even know me, so I don't see where he gets the idea that he has the right to go out and say all this rude/untrue stuff about me. He said he was apologizing cause he was trying to make peace with himself. I just wanted to tell him to go to hell. (oops) :) He's just made that Mandy doesn't like him and he's 24 without a girlfriend. Not my problem.
I'm glad I don't have school tomorrow. Sometimes I just can't deal with all this social stuff. geesh! night.
8:01 p.m. - Feb. 04, 04
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